Treat others like you want to be treated

well you should know this first, that title has a deep meaning.

one thing in life you need to remember is keep the one you love.

seriously you need to keep them no matter how much they hurt you because that doesn't even matter.

having someone you love hurt, can keep you away from them. sometimes only time  will tell. well yeah we are all human and we do make mistakes but don't make making mistake as an excuses every time. 

I hurt a lot of people without me realizing it. Hurt,pain and heart break is the only thing that play on my mind. They have been so nice to me but I treat them like shit. Worst is I don't even know I hurt them. What will you feel if someone hurt you but they don't even know they are hurting you? I feel so bad and I am sorry for that.

I want to apologize, I don't know how. I want to fix my mistakes but I don't even know what to do. I am the worst person that ever lived. Cruel huh? I'm not that type of person that will find their mistakes themselves. I need someone to tell me but I can't be like that for eternity right? I have to change if I want to fix my mistakes.

Its not easy for me to apologize. Ego. One thing that stops me until now. Until when do I have to live in EGO. Ego can destroy many things ego can take the one you love from you. Don't be so. You'll regret it soon.

I have made my decision to out away my ego and apologize to them as I thought that is the best solution that comes to my mind right now. Saying the word sorry is not as easy as you thought. Mean what you said. okay?

To all people who know me, I am truly sorry for what I had done to you and if you want to treat me like I do, I understand. I am sorry. Truly sorry. 

thank you gais for your understanding.

love

lala